Few resolutions for new starting

A few resolutions I think I should make at this time.
1. I will concentrate over my work completely when I am in office.
2. I will go to gym regularly.
3. I will take care of my food, health properly.
4. I will never get excited, frustrated, irritated on small issues.

Joined new Team

Hmm finally this long long training program ended and I joined ETI team at Morgan Stanley, only to know that I have to go through one more training specific to group :-(
Anyways life is better. No need to come at 9 am. No need to listen to some person whole day.

Anyhow it can be seen that it is just a beginning. For success there is a lot which I have to do still, and I don't know right now how much capacity I have to work. How much will power I have. I just hope for the best.

So can we now say it is a new beginning? Hmm time will tell but I guess it is.

Ashish
Wed Dec 17 10:32:51 IST 2008

Google adsense

Just added google adsense to my blog expecting to make some money out of it  :-P

I know its a joke but still  being optimistic is good for health :-)

New Beginning ??

Why are you reading this blog ? Why did I even write this blog? Does this make any difference to anything ? Can my life would be better if I write this blog? Can your life be better if you read this blog? Do you think I make sense? Do you believe I make sense? Do you know I make sense? Do you believe that I have written this post for some reason or Do you know that their is no reason ? What is the time right now ?
Is it still a new beginning or its just same one more iteration over the same loop?

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Ashish Meena
Sun Nov 30 15:35:47 IST 2008

What do Terrorists want

Hi, 

For a long time I have been wondering what do these terrorists actually want. Why do they kill innocent people. Is terror solution to anything? Are we ourselves responsible for the existence of these terrorists somehow? What can a common man do in case of such terrorist attacks? 

Last wednesday only we had a terrorist attack at the heart of country Mumbai, and even in Mumbai they targeted 7 start hotels which are considered pride of Mumbai. This has been the first time since the terrorists have targeted higher society. Before this attack all the attacks had taken place in public areas where common man had suffered the most. Terrorists have targeted common man since decades as common man is common man. He is considered to be stupid. He cant do anything. He will just thank god if he gets saved from terrorism and forget it after few days. He is just too busy to care about such national issues (Off course I have watched recent movie starring Nasaruddin Shah and Anupam Kher :-). But honestly all the things in that movie make a lot of sense. Terrorists have always expoilted this weakness of common man.

Then why why why did these terrorists targeted high society people and foregin tourists? They even kept hostages but didn't release any demand or if they released we don't know about them.

So if they had no demands what could they have possibly wanted?

That is clear that they wanted worldwise attention and therefore they specially targeted people from UK and US. I don't know what their motives were but in any case I think it's duty of every Indian to fight against terrorism. India is such a great country and it's duty of every Indian to take care of Indian Pride.

Ashish Meena

Last phase of Training as MS

Hi ,

It has been quite a long time since training has been going on now. Sometimes I feel that this time has been much much more than one could digest as a learning experience  :-P.

Anyways now its in last phase and soon I will be able to actually produce something  (hopefully though :-( )

Ashish Meena

Morgan Stanley

Hi,
It has been a long time since my last post. So finally I have joined Morgan Stanley after a long long vacation. Actually it has been seven days since I joined this company.
Morgan Stanley provides a 4 month training when you join as a new fresher.
Honestly I completely disagree with this policy of them up to now. It is possible that my this perception might change after some time but right now I completely don't understand what is the requirement of teaching same concepts to us which we have learned in college already. In my opinion working with real developers for 4 months can provide more experience and enhance knowledge than training program.
Anyways I suppose that folks who make regulations of company must be much more experienced. So as they have made this program they must surely have had something in their minds.

So guys wish me luck with my new corporate career and I hope things go the way they should be :)

Ashish Meena

Programming is Fun !!!!

I have always wished I could have time when I can just do programming and programming (although I am not very good at it :P) . I wish I could become a very great programmer some day. These days when my B. tech degree is over I have plenty of time to devote to this thing.
Well I am doing complete justice to my this passion which very few people expect me to have.
Lets see if some day I can fulfill my this dream of being a great programmer.

Ashish

All Academic commitments over

Today I submitted my hard bound copy of my btp report to my guide and department office. This was the last academic thing I had to do in IIT.
Now I can see that everything thing is so over. I should actually feel great as I can say I am now a graduate from IIT Bombay.
But I don't know why this thing is not happening. I don't feel so great.
After end of everything I can see that I could have done much much better at IIT. If I had put my whole effort studies I could have much much better. I could have graduated with figures which are much better than 6.8.
Well whatever be the case it is over now. There is nothing more I can do about this. But may be it is a wake up call for me. It is like I have my whole life ahead of me and definitely I would like to take things more seriously in it.
There were times when I didn't care for grades, marks. There were times where I had been not so punctual, not so active but I hope it is all over now.
I hope I can start over a new life now. I hope this works out.

Ashish

Last Day of classes

Today I attended my last lecture at IIT. The last day turned out to be a good one actually. I got good marks in quiz of Philosophy of Religion and also very good marks in Network security Quiz.

For one moment I felt quite sentimental. I just recollected my memories of last 4 years.
Honestly a lot has been changed in last 4 years.
I will write about all that in detail in next posts.